It's Not You - It's Me

Although I am always grateful for more time with my kids, cutting back to two days a week at the gym is sad. Especially, when I know I'm probably going to have to stop altogether soon. It's like I'm trying to hold onto a relationship that's not working anymore. And when I finally break up with the gym, I will have to go get all my dumbbells and exercise mat, which is like that awkward moment when you have to get all your shit back from your ex. Sorry gym, it's not you, it's me. I love HIIT so much and I would do it everyday if I could, but the class times just aren't working for me anymore. My life is full of changes right now - some good and some bad. Unfortunately, the gym is another thing that I have to say goodbye to that I don't want to. Hopefully, it will only be temporary. Someday, I would like to get back together with the gym and make it work, but for now I will have to workout at home. I really can't help but appreciate the irony of this situation right now, which is why I am being overly dramatic on purpose. Yes, I realize that it is not that big of a deal. Just helps to try to find solutions to the smaller problems in life before moving onto the big ones. Working out and running are my escape from all the other BS, which is why it is so important for me to make time in my schedule for them.